FORGETTING WHERE I LIVE
Here is a personal reading of my place in this hemisphere
today. Only three more sleeps in our home. Technically it is still ours but it
doesn’t feel that way. Yesterday Christine and I signed all the required
documentation for the legal transfer of this family home of twenty years as
well as for the purchase of the new accommodation we will call ours soon
enough. Nothing will be the same, and that is both beneficial and disquieting.
It is intentionally beneficial as a matter of choice to make the investment in
this property work for us, to unload the responsibility and work of maintenance
and to gain a measure of freedom to lock up and to travel. It is involuntarily
disquieting as a natural outcome of leaving a quarter acre lot with a spacious
building that has been home to children through university and for their
spouses and children as years sped past. It has appealed emotionally to us for
its attractiveness outside and inside and for the inviting interior design that
permitted us to host large gatherings of people for numerous occasions. Perhaps
the disquiet factor is dominant over benefit presently because of what this
change in our lives signifies. Twenty-one years ago we moved from Ontario
to a new province, a new job, a new life opportunity and new dreams. We
purchased a dream home and filled it with the enduring quality furniture of our
choice. Today, all of that furniture has either been sold or given away and
what remains is in boxes that will be carried into either our new place or our
storage locker. We will acquire new furniture of course but we will never again
have the same attachment to it as we had earlier. Life has changed. We have
changed. This move, while it is wise, is necessitated by our years, almost
seven decades of them. We are following an obligatory human life-cycle curve. Christine
and I think about this. Yet, we are choosing to regard the adjustments and the
move itself as a grand prospect. We will be opportunistic. On Christine’s
bucket list is short-term mission service and we are considering Mozambique
among other options. We will do what we can to be healthy. I have dropped 28
lbs. and I am going for 51 by July. I walk or run several miles each day. We
will continue to invest love and time into our five grandchildren. We will
spend time enjoying one another, savouring refined cuisine in our own kitchen
or with friends, reading and writing and playing or listening to fine music, or
sun-soaking at the beach, painting and loving life. Since God our creator and
keeper has been integral throughout our lives, He is coming with us into our
new home and there is profound security in knowing this. I believe this move is
a good thing. Good bye wonderful home.